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March 6, 2008 - He knows what he likes.
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March 4, 2008
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March 2, 2008 - Brown Goes Green Well, OK... maybe not. I guess camping with electricity doesn't really count as "green". But it was COLD! And the electric blanket was amazing. We took Brown camping for the first time this weekend and it was AWESOME! Gorgeous weather, beautiful location on Lookout Mtn, fun friends (who all did their fair share of holding and loving on Brown). It was so much fun, and he did great! He slept through the night in our tent, which was a good thing for all of us, because changing a diaper in 30 degree weather at 2 AM just can't be good for anyone. Here are some pictures to sum up the weekend. And a random video from hiking on Saturday.
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February 25, 2008 Well, we couldn't believe it. I kept waking up every few hours last night... wondering if it could really be happening. Could it be? Surely not. He must not be breathing. Or maybe my clock is wrong. But no... when 5 AM rolled around this morning, Curt and I were doing a dance and shouting for joy (quietly). He did it. Brown slept through the night. 10 hours! WOW! I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much, because maybe it was just a fluke. He ate TONS last night around 7 PM and then he went down and didn't look back until 5 AM this morning. So tonight, we decided to try and do everything exactly the same to try and recreate the magic. And... he projectile vomited across the room. Really. As Curt said, we got a little greedy. We just wanted to make sure he got plenty of food to help him sleep longer. Well... he got plenty of food. Then lost it all. And then we had to feed him some more because he thought he was starving to death all of a sudden with an empty stomach. Funny guy. So after a nice warm bath to clean him up, he is asleep in the bassinet and we have our fingers crossed that it will be another magical night. We'll see. |
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February 17, 2008 Fake Roll:
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Many of you have asked what Brown would look like with a comb-over, so here it is. OK... not really, but we were wondering. |
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February 13, 2008 We took Brown to the Pediatrician for his 2 month "well baby checkup".
What a sneaky name that is. "Well-baby". At least that's
what Brown said. He was really taken off guard when they gave him 4 shots
at his "well baby" checkup (vaccinations). He's really dreading
it when he's actually sick and has to go for a "sick-baby" appointment.
The doctor wanted us to get his eyes checked out, too, so she sent us
over to the eye specialist. He dilated his eyes and then waited for the
pupils to
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February 11, 2008
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February 5, 2008 Brown has been pretty excited about his first Mardi Gras. He still can't understand why he doesn't get to eat any king cake, but he is very happy anyway with his new grubs from his Louisiana friend, Mrs. Lindy, who wanted him to be decked out in his new crawfish outfit. And don't worry... I didn't let him run around the house with these dangerous beads on. I made him walk.
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January 31, 2008 - Great smiles today!
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January 29, 2008 The boy loves his baths. |
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January 26, 2008
Oops, I hear someone coming, got to jump back in the bassinet and make grunting noises. Check you later kids. Love, The Brown. P. S. You have no idea how hard it is to type when your
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January 25, 2008 Sorry to leave anyone hanging that was wondering how Brown's big day at the surgeon went yesterday. He did GREAT! At least according to the nurse. When she took him out of our room, she said, "OK... we'll be back in 2-5 minutes." I said, "What? Take 10 if you are going to do a better job." So for 4.5 minutes I listened intently for screaming down the hall, but I didn't hear anything. Then the nurse came walking back in with him as he was happily sucking away on his pacie that they had so graciously dipped in some sugar water for him. Instead of crying about what had just happened to him, he was way more interested in staring at the ceiling in their office (they had ceiling TILES, which was incredibly more interesting than our boring plain white ceilings that he still is fascinated by). Well... again, I wasn't in the room when they did the deed to him, but I imagine that he might have had one of these expressions at some point during the procedure: The nurse said he definitely cried at the appropriate times, but when it was over, it was over. The funniest part to me was that she was describing how they have to strap them down to the bed to keep them still. I asked if he flipped out when they strapped him down and she said, "no... but he did manage to get his left leg out of the strap, so we had to strap him down with something a little heavier-duty than normal." HA! He Houdini 'd himself out of that, too! So he really does have a "gift" of unswaddling himself. Amazing. |
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January 23, 2008 Well, that day has come. That day that all self respecting fathers dread supposedly for their son, but selfishly, they dread it themselves. Not the first day of school, or that day they leave the house for college. No, it is much more fearful, provoking a wince from 50% of you readers out there. Usually, these things are taken care of in the hospital before you bring your child home, but as the Brown had tubes emanating from various orifices, he has not made this journey as of yet. As this is a family website, I will not mention the procedure by name, but by biblical Jewish tradition, this was performed on the 8th day after birth. Yes. Wince. Whimper. So Thursday, at about 1pm, I will be observing a moment of silence. Brown will most likely decline to be silent for a bit. Prayers would be appreciated for the baby in the family. Also for Brown. |
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January 22, 2008
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January 18, 2008
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We've been getting some flack about not making any updates the last few days. Sorry... we've been staring at Brown and trying not to take pictures. It is SO HARD! So, let's see... what have we done the last few days. Last night was his first REAL bath. We've been doing the gentle sponge bath thing, but last night was the all out "nakey baby" in the big bath tub. We weren't sure how he was going to take to it, but he looked so happy and comfortable. He had that cocky, lazy look on his face and I was just imagining him thinking, "oh yeah... nice and warm. Make sure you get under my left arm pit. That's right. Where's my iced tea?" He was loving it. So we have high hopes that he is going to LOVE the lake this summer!
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January 13, 2008 I'd like to title this segment "Adoption
Through the Eyes of a 4 Year Old." In closing, I am purposefully not going to add any pictures today just to prove that I have some self control. I was taking so many pictures of Brown the other day that Curt asked me if I was afraid that his image would be imprinted on my camera. Good one... |
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It has been a week of milestones for the Brown. They started off a couple of nights ago around 3 AM. I was sleepily fumbling with getting his bottle into his mouth before his crying hit the high pitch that Curt surely wouldn't be able to sleep through. I kept stepping on something (I had my socks on) as I was walking across his room but I didn't know what it was and was too tired to care. After guzzling his bottle (him, not me), it was his favorite time of our routine... the diaper change! Why does he act so surprised EVERY time I go to take off his diaper? I mean... you would think that by now, he would realize that if he quit kicking and freaking out, that it would only take 13 seconds to get a fresh, dry diaper on, which he clearly loves. Instead, he acts like he has no idea what is happening and that I have something very cruel up my sleeve. It really makes me laugh ALMOST every time (not usually in the wee hours of the morning). Anyway, back to milestones... much to my delight when I went to lift his shirt up for the quick change, VOILA! It was gone! FINALLY! The nasty, crusty, stubborn cord finally fell off of his belly button! Victory! Until I realized that is what I had been stepping on that night. I was going to put a picture of it on here, but just picture a gross round scab, and you get the point. It stayed on so long because they were "using it" in the NICU to have easier access to his veins. That's why it wasn't ready to come off until almost the 4 week stage. The next milestone is that he hit the 10 pound mark yesterday! WOW! Can you believe how fast he has grown - thanks to the high calorie formula that his doctor put him on to help him gain his weight. Now that he has hit the 10# mark, we are putting him on the normal formula so he won't be bulking up quite as fast anymore. Good thing because some of his bibs are getting a little snug around his neck.
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January 8, 2008 Congratulations all you LSU fans! Here's our "play-by-play" of the night: |
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January 3, 2008
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January 2, 2008 Happy New Year! We had a nice relaxing day yesterday of not doing too much besides looking at Brown. He enjoyed having his daddy home for the whole day because he gets kind of tired of mom's same old jokes everyday. We just had some tummy time, so I'll add a video in case you are bored at work today. I caught a smile, but who knows if it's real or not. I know, I know... probably not. Enjoy...
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December 31, 2007 Today was a big outing to the pediatrician for his weigh-in. The goal has been for him to gain weight this last week. But I don't think the goal was to be working towards his Sumo wrestling career and tipping the scales. WOW! Good boy. He has been EATING! So much so, that the pediatrician told us to chill out a little bit. He was 6#10oz last week, and this week, he is 8#4oz! Go ahead, boy! Told you he was eating like a champ. Now... we'll see how he likes being offered a pacie instead of the bottle every time. Hmmmm...
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December 30, 2007
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December 29, 2007
Matt also passed on the wisdom to us new parents that we seem to have forgotten/skipped/ignored which was about the different nipple hole sizes on the bottles. I remember reading about that a while back, but since we got tons of hand-me-down Dr. Brown bottles and didn't really research them, we just fed him bottle after bottle without thinking about it. So at one feeding he would be eating like a champ. Then the next time he ate like he had never seen a bottle before as it was spilling out the side of his mouth. We were like, "Brown... you are killing us, buddy. How do you keep forgetting how to eat?" Ohhhh... what terrible parents we are. Poor guy. We were drowning him every other time with the big hole bottles as he was getting too much at one time. Ooops. I'm sure he was thinking we were playing tricks on him, and come to think of it, I think he would kind of giggle at us as he threw up on us because we were feeding him so fast. He got the last laugh every time. Now he's eating great, again. Everyone... feel free to pass on little bits of "wisdom" like my brother did. We have a lot to learn! :)
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December 28, 2007 So, I heard that Christmas has already come and gone. Not sure what happened this year. Seems like just yesterday, Chris and I were pulling the newly cut tree in to put lights on and later decorate with ornaments. Well, the ornaments never were put on and now that seems so much less important. The Brown of course has disrupted in a most pleasing way every area of our life - sleep, eating, traveling, going out at night, seeing friends over Christmas time, Christmas eve services and of course decorating the tree. So our tree stands mostly barren with only a "J" hanging from it (remember back long ago when we thought we were bringing home Joseay ?) and some blue streamers that some thoughtful soul arranged for us before we returned from the frozen mountains. But our home has never been more full. Prayers, letters, emails, texts and gifts are threatening to over take our phones, computers, bedrooms, stairs and indeed our memories. As most of you with kids are well aware, we are currently operating under a bit of a fog so we can virtually guarantee that we will not remember to thank many of you for your acts of kindness over this past season. Brown is doing great, eating like someone who didn't get to eat his first week (very well), and continuing to soak up all the love that we can give him. We continue to keep him from meeting his visiting public (he still thinks he is a rock star) but look forward to the months ahead when we can relax this somewhat. In the midst of all the chaos, mom has been a machine feeding him through the night, learning his moods, signs, and facial expressions (who knew you could say so much with a curled lip). The transition from pink to blue is almost complete (sounds like a star wars transition) and I think Brown has a special expression for when we try to put pink on him though it is not appropriate for this family website. Here's a wish for a continued Christmas season and a most happy new year. |
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Curt finally had to go back to work today after a few weeks "off". Needless to say, he was very sad to leave Brown, but excited to see everyone at his office. When I went in to Brown's room for his afternoon feeding, I saw a red marker on the floor of the nursery, and I couldn't imagine where it had come from. When I leaned over the bassinet, Brown was staring at me with this sign on his belly. Awwwww... he loves his daddy. |
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December 25, 2007 - MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
What a great day. My (Chris) brother and his wife and 3 yr old came into town last night, so we all had Christmas together at our house this morning. Unfortunately, Brown is currently banned from the downstairs area where germs are running rampant. But he seems to be enjoying his new room upstairs. We came up to check on him a few minutes ago (as we do every 4-6 minutes for fun) and he was staring off into the distance, pondering the meaning of Christmas. He's a very deep thinker. He is loving the lower altitude of Tennessee and is breathing in deep breaths of southern goodness. It's probaby nice for you to see him wireless now. A handsome little fellow we think. Yesterday was a big day for him (he's still talking about it). He got to meet his big family in Cleveland, TN, and even shared a meal (was fed by) his Great Grandmother "Gaga". That was pretty exciting for him because he had already heard so much about them. Later tonight he gets to meet his cajun grandparents for the first time, so we have been adding a little tabasco to his formula to get him ready. Somehow, Santa has been able to track him down at his new home, and he has been blown away by that. He's loving all of his new garb. Merry Christmas to all of you! Much love from Brown and his parents...
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December 23, 2007 Well, I didn't mean to keep adding to this, but I suppose I should let you know that we made is safely home. We took the red eye home and we now know why it is called the red eye. We reached our home after having a large, tearful and happy welcome at the airport where there was lots of family. Our home had been visited by elves with blue ribbon on the mailbox and tree, poinsettas scattered throughout, nursery organized and significantly enriched as well as several other touches that we are just now noticing. All tubes are gone from the Brown and he is resting comfortably after eating well in his new digs. Mom is also catching a nap which I have yet to inform her makes her the default feeder tonight. Merry Christmas (again). |
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December 22, 2007 - 7 PM (SLC time) - COMING HOME!!!!!!!!
Merry Christmas. We thank you for walking through this experience with us. There is no doubt in our minds that your prayers and support allowed us to more easily navigate these last few days. We came up with this little story to help us tell Brown some day about the adventure of his birth in Utah:
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December 21, 2007 - 10 PM (SLC time) Got some good father/son time tonight as I fed Brown; he did great by the way. We talked about life and all the things he can expect in the next few days. He seemed to take it in pretty well. At least I took a swallow to mean, "yes dad, I understand." Our bags are packed and we are ready to go, as his favorite feeding song goes, and we are ready to get home. We have had so many great contacts here to help us along the way. Tonight during his feeding, I had the privilege of talking with Travis Carroll who is doing his first year of neonatology here at the U of U as they call it. He just completed his pediatric residency in Chattanooga where we were acquaintances. Also tonight, a relative of Mike/Joani Jack came to visit us at the GuestHouse as they were in SLC for the next few evenings. Then of course Andy and Brooke have shown us around town, tried to explain the "Grid" to us (street layout), had us over for dinner, shared some incredibly addictive homemade granola, and generally provided support for us as we have gone through this wonderful but scary time in our lives. As we try to reflect on the last few days, it is very hard to put our heads around what has just happened - to sum it up. Of course anytime you sum up the situation, you invariably leave some points out. But back to trying to summarize, it has been the most emotionally unstable time I have ever experienced, from terror, to confusion, to joy. Aside from the obvious events themselves, what is most poignant is the kindness of the people here, both those that knew of us, and those who just took care of us as a function of their daily routine. Thanks to each one of you who has played a helpful role in the last weeks. I can only hope to walk in these steps of kindness and teach Brown the same. |
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December 21, 2007 - 3 PM (SLC time)
Well this trip began for us to come out to Salt Lake City and pick up
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December 20, 2007 - 10 PM (SLC time) Don't know if yall have heard of this little choir in Salt Lake City, but they had a tribute concert for Brown, so we shot some video (just kidding).
The Mormon Tabernacle Choir has public practices every Thursday night. It was amazing. Beautiful. Brown was busy flirting with the nurses in NICU and didn't want to be torn away, so we let him sleep while we went out for a couple of hours this evening. We are having a HUGE snow storm all of a sudden this afternoon. I bet 4 inches has already fallen since it started. It is beautiful, and freezing, and fun. We took the little public train down to Temple Square, which is the Latter Day Saints headquarters. Wowsers is all I have to say about it on this blog. And I'll say it again. Wowsers. But that's all I'll say. |
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December 20, 2007 - 5PM (SLC)
December 20, 2007 - 10AM (SLC time) YIPEEeeee!!!! The Brown has been COMPLETELY off of oxygen for the last 10 hours and is doing great! Hopefully that means we will not have to have him on oxygen for the plane ride home. We are on our way over there right now to feed him and hang out right now. Awesome! December 20, 2007 - 8AM (SLC time)
Brown continues to feed fairly well. Yesterday afternoon, he was really tired and had a sort of wimpy feed but he finished well at the last feed we were at last night taking the whole bottle in just over 30 min. reaffirming his rock start status at least in his parents' eyes. He is now in the least critical room of the NICU (he has been in 3 different rooms) which is nice to be away from the constant alarms of the guys in the ventilators. It seems like a long time since Brown has been off the ventilator. The nurses continue to rotate so each 12 hours we are meeting a new nurse which kind of keeps us on our toes as each one has a slightly different way of doing things. We are moving back to the guest house today as it will be much easier to have Brown in a room where we have some space. The ronald mcdonald house here is fairly loud and kind of operates like a hostel of sorts. It has been good for a few nights but would be tough with a newborn. We hopefully will have a video on here later today of him feeding - I know it will be as thrilling for you to watch as it is for us (do all parents think that their newborn is the most exciting thing to watch in the world?). We actually find ourselves giving high fives to each other after a particularly successful feed. Brown just sort of rolls his eyes at us beginning a trend which I am sure will continue throughout his life. |
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December 19, 2007 - 10 AM (SLC time) WAHOO!!!!!! Brown is kicking it! He has taken the last 3 bottles and drained them ALL! The doctor came in this morning and said that he was doing so well, that they are going to try to get him completely off oxygen today to see how he does. If he continues to eat well today, then he said we can change our plane tickets to head home this weekend! WAHOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo! So I am actually on hold with Delta right now, and of course things are sold out for Christmas, but they are trying to find something. So we'll see. If not, then at least we'll be able to have him with us at the hotel this weekend. We can't wait! We'll keep you posted. Also, just for clarification, once Brown gets through this, he will be completely over it. After his lungs heal up over the next couple of months, he will be completely normal, so we are not worrying about long term effects from all of this. Curt and I will be somewhat traumatized forever :), but Brown will just cruise on and forget it all once we are out of here. And he will probably wonder why we always put him in a plastic bubble to play outside, even when he is 12, but he'll get used to it. :) |
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December 18 - 10 PM Tonight was a great night after a quite frustrating morning. We had such hopes on Monday that Brown would simply take off on his feeding. And when that didn't happen, we assumed Tuesday would be the day. So this morning came as quite a let down when he wasn't interested and the doctors started talking about going home with tube feedings. But this afternoon and the feeding we just returned from were fantastic. He took the whole bottle both times sending his parents into ecstasy. We had such a great time with him tonight, laughing and just playing around with him. He gets the hiccups with most every feed and though this distracts him from feeding, I think he sees them as something sort of odd and he gets this strange look on his face. Luckily, pediatricians know everything that runs through a baby's mind so I always know what is churning in his head. Someday I will let you know what he was thinking when he peed on me for the first time today. It was not appropriate as dinner talk. He seems to like humming while we feed him so we are teaching him some songs. "I'll be home for Christmas" and "Leaving on a Jet Plane" are the favorites so far as they seem most appropriate given our circumstances. If you think of other ones that would fit, send them to us. Brown may get tired of these two songs after the hundredth time. We have told him Santa does not come to Utah so he better shape up so we can jet out of here and introduce him to the South.
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December 18, 2007 - 3:00 PM (SLC time) Well... it could be worse. But today has been kind of a bummer. We had high hopes that Brown was going to "get it" as far as the bottle thing goes. But he is just not too interested, yet. We waited around for 3 hours this morning for the docs to come by for rounds (they were late) and we weren't able to hold him because they wanted him to sleep hard before we woke him up to feed. So we just sat there and stared at him all morning. Then, when it was time, he just kind of sat there with his lips around the bottle nipple, but wouldn't really suck it. Or he would suck it once or twice and then sit there for 5 minutes looking at us looking at him. We had the occupational therapist there with us helping, and she finally decided to give it up for the morning and try again at the 5:00 feeding. So we hung our heads and left. Speaking of heads, I had a killer headache and we were both sleepy which equals automatic bad moods. That all started at about 7:30 this morning when I went downstairs for coffee. We were quite spoiled at the other place we were staying with unlimited free Starbucks downstairs at all hours of the day. We were seriously averaging around 4 cups of coffee or hot tea everyday, just because we could. So I come downstairs and there was yesterday's cold McDonald's coffee in the pot (you know... since we are at the Ronald McDonald house). So I decide to make a new pot and go upstairs to finish getting ready to leave for the hospital. We aren't allowed to take any food or drink out of the kitchen here (the place would be trashed with all of the kids running around here and sippy cups and cheerios flying). So I was going to get it on the way out to the car. When we came back down with my cup in hand, alas, the pot was finished and gone. Oh, the sadness. So I hung my head (first time today) and we headed for the car. Then we waited for rounds, had an unsuccessful feeding, and then hung our heads again (that was a recap). But, we went for a run on this gorgeous snowy trail behind the hospital before we came back to Ronnie's house. I took some excedrin, drank a cup of McDonalds coffee (in the kitchen!), and now we are about to take a nap. The other bummer part of the day is finally coming to grips with the fact that we are most probably going to be out here another week. We were REALLY hoping that Brown was going to be a little stud muffin today with the bottle, which is the only thing that is really keeping us here, now. Thankfully, his breathing is going really well, and he is hardly on any oxygen! Praise God! But since he is doing exactly what the doctors predicted as far as needing some time to learn to eat on his own, we are going to have to stick around for a few days until he picks up on it better. For those of you that know Curt, you know that he is a SUCKER for Christmas time. It's all he can do to wait until after Halloween to start playing Christmas music. He LOVES it! I have to hide the music until Nov 1 to keep him from playing it too soon. And if I weren't such a slacker, he might even beat T.W. on getting a Christmas card out early every year. Just now, he hung his head and looked so dejected as he walked upstairs. He wants to be home with family, and at his office with everybody enjoying "the best week of the whole year". So we just decided that we need to do something fun every day while we are here so we don't have anymore poopy days like this. We are going to try and eat a good meal, or watch a movie, or do something to get us out of the hospital or McDonalds every day. That will help. So anyway, nothing major today. We are just being babies and need a good
nap and then it will all be better. But please do pray that Brown starts
picking up on the eating thing soon. We think the light bulb is going
to go on for him soon and he'll be a champion eater. But he is still in
weight loss mode right now, which is not going to help him meet up with
Santa in TENNESSEE. And thank you for still reading this blog! It really
is amazing to us that people are still reading this, and still praying
for Brown and loving us long distance. We are seriously so incredibly
thankful for our friends and family, as well as the hundreds of our parents
friends whom they have emailed or called and sent this website to! Thanks
for loving our parents so much that you love us, too. That's really cool.
I hope Brown realizes someday how much he was loved and prayed for this
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We so appreciate the outpouring of prayers that has been going on the last week. Tomorrow morning, Brown will be one week old and it seems we have already lived with him in our lives for several months. He has already brought us tears, laughter, love, fear, tension and release in ways that are far more intense than we were prepared for. Medically speaking we are out of the woods barring some unforeseen event. It is simply a matter of time before the light bulb goes on in his head and he starts chugging down the formula. Already Chris was able to get him to take 2/3 of his total feed by mouth at his 5pm feeding. Tonight at 8 however, he was pooped out and wasn't too interested. So it is a waiting game right now. But it is a sweet wait in that we are now able to hold him, feed him, change his clothes, watch his face do all those crazy things that a newborn does (what is he thinking about?), and in general simply enjoy getting to know him. He is still certainly vulnerable to infections and we can't wait to get him out of the hospital and home were we can keep him from infections over these next critical weeks as his lungs recover from this insult. But we are thankful for where we are, for whose we are, and for our many friends and family. Thank you, thank you, thank you. December 17, 2007 -1 PM
We'll try again at his next feeding. No time to write - we have to check out of here and move to a different hotel. Wahoo! Heading to the Ronald McDonald house down the street. Homey and cheap (with big free dinners) and lots of people in our similar situation.
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December 16, 2007 -High Noon Not much to write today because these videos speak for themselves. He's doing GREAT! Notice the comparison between yesterday's video and the two from this morning. Much improvement!
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December 15, 2007 -6 PM WOW! Amazing. His eyes were WIDE open tonight, checking us out and everything going on around him. His eyes have been swollen shut or covered by his "shades" under the lamp until this afternoon. After a few hours, he suddenly opened his eyes and started looking around. It was AWESOME!!!! We had our faces right down by his and the 3 of us were eying each other for several minutes. His eyes are really deep/dark blue right now. Not sure what they will end up being, but they are beautiful right now. We'll try and get a picture of them tomorrow. I (chris) finally got to hold him for the first time. Man... and he was looking at me the whole time (or at least a very blurred image of me). IT WAS SO GREAT! He loves us. We can tell. When I was holding him, his breathing was really calm and relaxed. We are hoping and praying that he can get the big tube out of his throat tomorrow, though we don't want to rush him. That would be amazing, though. My friend, Anna, sent me this verse today, and I thought it was pretty appropriate: "The Spirit of God has made me; the breath of the Almighty gives me life." Job 33:4 He is eating like a BIG BOY! They keep upping his amount and he is loving every minute of it. This afternoon I held his little pacifier (binky, pacie, whatever) in his mouth while he was sucking and he was really going at it. That was a great sign because they say a lot of these NICU babies have a hard time eating when it is time for them to get the feeding tube removed. I am hoping that he is a natural after how hard he was sucking on the pacifier. We'll see. I'm hopeful. And no... we still don't have a middle name for him. We have 6 months before it officially has to go on his birth certificate, so we are taking our own sweet time and enjoying how much this seems to be stressing everyone else out. :) |
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December 15, 2007 -2 PM We are headed to a class to learn how to be parents - its lasts an hour. ... Then we get to go to CPR class after that. What a fun filled day we are having - sorry you guys can't be here to enjoy the fun. It is beautiful and snowy and we just got back from a great run around the area. Mostly running down off the mountain and walking back up. Also, for our neighbors who heard our house alarm in St. Elmo today, that was 2 of our friends going into our home who didn't know we had an alarm. Quite exciting to be in Salt Lake City with a newborn in the NICU and have the police call to inform you that your house had been broken into. Good times. |
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Curt is actually over at the hospital having some father/son time right now. I figured they had a few things they needed to talk about, so I am... Ok, Curt here. I just walked in as Chris was updating the site and I had to take over to share the news that I just got to hold my son and kiss him for the first time. He is beautiful. I won't try to describe all of the emotions, but simply say that it was powerful. He really looks small in the picture, and he is a newborn after all. But he is sort of squished the way I have him held. Soon, we hope to have pictures without the tube! He had a stable night with some improvements along the way. He is on room air which means that he is not requiring any extra oxygen and they have been able to turn his rate down on the ventilator which is what has to happen before they can remove his tube. He continues to want more food and be a bit irritable before it is time to feed him which are all good signs. Our days consist of sitting through the doctors rounds in the morning, talking on the phone to friends and family, searching out food, and of course simply sitting by Brown's bed - watching, praying, laughing, crying and thinking of bringing him home out of this place that is terrible and yet life saving at the same time. Not sure how long we will be here - hopefully once he turns the corner, he should improve fairly rapidly, but we are certainly still here for a week or so and may be pushing Christmas getting home. Thanks for the prayers especially.
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December 14, 2007 Not a lot of change overnight - he did very well. His breathing is much
more relaxed now that he has a tube in to help him. A chest xray and labs
look very good this morning so it is simply going to be a waiting game.
So I guess the only dynamic thing right now is his name. I had a little conversation with him while Chris stepped out, and he said he doesn't really mind not having a name - it gives him some anonymity which is a good thing when you are such a rock star. Anyway, he said that he would get a name real soon because it seems to be stressing everyone out that he doesn’t have a name. Even though he is working and thinking about breathing lots right now, he will be considering names over the next hours. He really wants to be called Brown as he thinks it is cool and in his experience, family names are best. But he will neither confirm nor deny other rumors that seem to be floating around right now. His publicist had no further comments. |
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December 13, 2007 Last night was not good to him. They ended up having to give him a little more oxygen, but they have not intubated him again yet. They are watching him carefully right now to decide if that would be best for him at this point, or if he is going to be able to get through it on his own.
We can touch him and hold his hand, but we don't want to over-stimulate him because he is already pretty ticked that he is hooked to all of this uncomfortable stuff. He seems to sometimes not like to be touched more than necessary right now, so we are just sitting close to him and watching. We sang and hummed to him a little bit this morning, and I think he liked it, but he couldn't tell me because of all of the wires that he is hooked up to. The adoption paperwork came through yesterday so we are officially parents! Everyone said that is was going to be an amazing experience and trip, but I think we may have underestimated the whole deal. It is lightly snowing outside and supposed to get up to a blistering 30 degrees here today. Maybe a scarf would have been good to pack... On a lighter note - NO WE DON'T HAVE A NAME YET! Suggestions are welcome. They are already pouring in - Bruce, Michael, Mark (these were suggested by Bruce, Michael and Mark). The birth certificate has already been made out without a name, so we have some time. Maybe tomorrow. Later: They had to reintubate him this afternoon because he was just laboring too much. BUT, he's doing better. It's actually a good thing because he is able to take a break and stop working so hard. He's loving the extra oxygen. So we think he will have a better night tonight. And I can't help but feel SO FORTUNATE that he is such a big boy. Gosh... compared to these other sick, tiny, babies in the NICU, our little guy just seems huge and healthy. I feel silly for even being worried at all. |
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December 12, 2007
On a more happy note, we have been thankful to not feel quite as "alone" out here in all of this. At the hospital on that first day, Curt called his good friend Matthew who is a pediatrician in Chattanooga to ask him some questions and run some medical things by him. Matthew reminded Curt that one of the old residents from Chattanooga that Curt also knew was actually out here in Salt Lake City at the SAME hospital where "boy" was going to be in the NICU, AND that he was doing his Neonatology Fellowship! WOW!!! Is that crazy or what! So Matthew called him (Travis) to tell him we were on our way over there and what our situation was. He then told the doctors who were taking care of our son who Curt was and just a little background. This whole adoption thing is hard in these situations because at this point, the "boy" was really still under the birth mother's custody. The adoption agency got the proper paperwork filed for us to temporarily put him in our custody so that the hospital staff would be able to talk to us, but having Travis there also helped to smooth some things over as well. Matthew and Kelly also have some of their best friends out here who are doing their residency at THIS hospital, too! They came by to visit us the first day, and it was great to hug friends of such good friends and feel a connection to home. They have actually stopped by a couple of times to check on us, which has been very kind. So anyway... there have been lots of positives in the midst of the other stuff. |
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December 11, 2007 We have looked forward to this day for so long - the day we would finally
meet our girl. We flew out to Utah Monday night and got a few hours of
sleep before we were jarred awake with the instructions: "get to
the hospital now, the baby is coming quick." So with sleep lines
on our face, we got to the Anyway, the day quickly turned serious as he began to have some breathing
problems with retractions and oxygen requirement. Some of the initial
labs and xrays did not look good at all. So needless to say, we were crushed.
We prayed, we cried and got angry. He had to be taken by ambulance to
the University hospital where he was intubated and in the last few hours,
he is actually making an improvement! He is still intubated though we
are hopeful that this will not be necessary by morning as he currently
is not requiring oxygen. We feel he is in We have been overwhelmed with calls, emails, and texts today (as well as silence from ones we knew were waiting for our phone calls) and are most grateful for the many prayers. God is good in health and in sickness. Thank you for walking through this day with us. I told my grandmother that this has been the worst and best day of my life. Not sure that is possible but today was pretty close. Love you all, |
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![]() We had a great flight out to Salt Lake City today.
We had a wave of emotions (as we have had all week) about this whole process,
and how are lives were about to change |
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We were using this site as a way to keep our friends and family updated on what was going on out there, but we are continuing it because we've had so much fun keeping up with it. The bottom line is that Brown inhaled tons of amniotic fluid and it went into his lungs and damaged them. However, the doctors and nurses in the NICU were brilliant and were able to repair the damage, so Brown is on the upswing and will soon have strong lungs like all of the rest of the kids on the block. In the beginning, however, it wasn't clear what was wrong with him. They had lots of different theories going - from lung problems to heart problems to being septic, etc. It took a few days to learn that the amniotic fluid had been the culprit, and we were definitely relieved. December 12, 2007 - Thanks for your prayers and interest in our awesome new addition to our family. It has been quite a ride the last few weeks, and it doesn't seem like it will be calming down to "normal" (whatever that is) anytime too soon. But it is an adventure - and we're glad to be in it together. We'll try to update this webpage as often as we can. Thanks for the calls, text messages, emails, thoughts, and prayers. It doesn't feel nearly as lonely out here in Salt Lake City as it could! The first 3 days of this "blog" are going to be taken from our emails or journal entries over the last couple of days, just to make sure everyone is up to date on what's been going on. This adoption happened so fast over the last 2 weeks, that many of our dear friends don't even know we are adopting right now. Sorry if you feel "out of the loop", but don't worry... we kind of do, too! Start at the bottom of this page if you want to start from the beginning. |